Every time I attempt to get my mind to focus it gets lost in this fog, this unyielding, unrelenting fog that is clouding my mind. I am unable to maintain a thought for more than a few seconds - this ominous feeling is crippling my ability to function; that I am able to string together these words is a bit of a relief. Perhaps this is just what I need. A distraction, something to take my mind of the uncertainty of what lurks around the corner, maybe I am overthinking this, maybe I am allowing myself to be drawn into the negative energy, maybe this is my test - if it is I am not off to a good start. It's amazing how things can change in a moment. Control what you can, forget the rest - I need to repeat this a few times; the only person you have control over is yourself; you choose how you react to situations. Press reset, unclog your mind.
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Women have truly been the bane of my existence; I have a perpetual love hate relationship with them – the love part being highly fueled by ...
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Every weekend over the last few months has been somewhere between good - great; with some "fucking mad" sprinkled here and there. ... -
She pins my hands against the wall, I'm disarmed and weakened by desire. The nakedness of this well sculpted caramel goddess now on mine...
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