Every time I attempt to get my mind to focus it gets lost in this fog, this unyielding, unrelenting fog that is clouding my mind. I am unable to maintain a thought for more than a few seconds - this ominous feeling is crippling my ability to function; that I am able to string together these words is a bit of a relief. Perhaps this is just what I need. A distraction, something to take my mind of the uncertainty of what lurks around the corner, maybe I am overthinking this, maybe I am allowing myself to be drawn into the negative energy, maybe this is my test - if it is I am not off to a good start. It's amazing how things can change in a moment. Control what you can, forget the rest - I need to repeat this a few times; the only person you have control over is yourself; you choose how you react to situations. Press reset, unclog your mind.
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Sun kissed
Sun kissed sand colored skin lay bare A tapestry of eroticism glowing with desire Seeping lascivious proclivities, whispering Taunting, teas...
-
Misery loves company but right about now I would make terrible company...
-
Women have truly been the bane of my existence; I have a perpetual love hate relationship with them – the love part being highly fueled by ...
-
Today I have no idea what to post about, I actually did not intend to post today. There is never really a shortage of topics or inspiration ...
No comments:
Post a Comment