Despairingly steering passed these pools of brown
Into a place of gray and black, shades of life
Once vibrant, open, hopeful, unencumbered, uninhibited
Emotions, weathered from disappointment, frustration, betrayal
Bricks of pain held together by mortar of sadness
Walls fortified with loathing, insulated, shivering
The coldness inside, lonely, solitude a safe haven from vulnerability
Gazing at this shell, steering back, pondering
When did living stop and existing begin
When did fear become a refuge
When did misery become the only company
Entranced, searching for answers in the emptiness looking back
Comforted by words and thoughts, but barely convinced
This wall keeps me safe, silently waiting the day that it breaks
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Women have truly been the bane of my existence; I have a perpetual love hate relationship with them – the love part being highly fueled by ...
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Every weekend over the last few months has been somewhere between good - great; with some "fucking mad" sprinkled here and there. ... -
She pins my hands against the wall, I'm disarmed and weakened by desire. The nakedness of this well sculpted caramel goddess now on mine...
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