Waiting in vain

One and a half hours and nothing. I have been trying to sleep - I want sleep, but sleep eh want me. What the fuck! I've been slipping in and out for the last hour and a half, the slightest sound disturbs me - my thoughts too fluid to allow me to slip away into the land of sleep. One thought was to make a doctor's appointment, but guess what, this would not me the first time I would have gone to a doctor because I'm not sleeping, I could hear the doc now - what's bothering you, what do you have on you mind. Oh fuck it, no need to spend anywhere from $60 - $150 to hear that shit - I'm just going to find some fucking pills to pop and call it judge. I'm out.

Video phone :-)

Sweet...

Kiss me and whisper sweet words
I want to hear them slither past your lips
You want me in your life, you need me here...
I like the way the words dance pass your tongue
They make sweet music in my ear
Reverberate to my core
Tell me what I want to hear, to give you want you want to feel
The quiver of my lips, the hush of my breath, moistness of my skin
Pulse of my desire
Say it, you know I want to believe all that you say
You know I want to cede to your deceit
It's all I can do to hold on to the dream of what was, what could be, what might be
Kiss me, softly, deeply, tell me you love me
Whisper those empty words full of meaning
Sweet nothings.

Yawn

I was sitting at a meeting listening to the most protracted introduction by an "esteemed" colleague and could not help but find myself distracted, so I scribbled this:

WHAT THE FUCK! Shhhhhh!
Quiet the voice outside my head
God damn it, Why
So unnecessary and irrelevant at this time
What is the purpose of this diatribe
Perhaps diatribe is too strong
But this dude seems to be speaking in rounds
Oh my god, I want to sleep
You can see the looks of what the fuck on peoples face
You can almost read their minds
Saying in unison, dude please shut up


This is another thing that happens when I'm bored, I write shit.

See me

Peel away the bravado, what do you see
A man, a human, simply me
No ole talk, no stories of notches on belt
No ego, no pump, no fluff
Look carefully, you'll see me, really
A man who wants love, attention, care
I'm not that different from you my dear
Show me you want me, you need me right here
Whisper sweet nothings, allay my fear
Peel back the layers and uncover what's there
Not just a name that goes with this face
But the human, the man occupying this space

Thousand words

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That price for that pizza - it's easy to understand why there are so many fat Americans

Somnolence - the crash

She came to him in a moment of weakness
Said what he needed to hear at a time he wanted to hear
Those sweet words from her lips, promising pleasures and limitless bliss
She stroked his cheek and kissed his eyes, gently each one at a time
Her voice soothed him like a lullaby
Seduction, lyrics, gambits and tricks, her game was on, he was growing weak
Slowly, she is taking control, over his mind, body and soul
He surrenders a minute, and takes her all in, victory, glory, finally, she wins
Convincing she was of what she thought best, just a split second to let his eyes rest
Crumpling metal was the sound that he heard, just before he careened off the road
Conscious now, shaken and bruised, he crawled from the wreck all confused
What was he thinking when he listened to her
Standing there watching the heap, stunned and grateful, unable to speak
Thankful for life that was almost lost, those forty winks came at quite a cost