Confused

One of the many definition for the word affliction, is " an intense desire for some particular thing "; compare this to a couple definitions of addiction " The condition of being habitually or compulsively occupied with or or involved in something." or "an intense desire for some particular thing" (www.thefreedictionary.com). I find myself trying in my head to determine whether I suffer from an addiction or an affliction - either way, I'm not sure that this could be normal the way I feel, the instance communication between object, eyes, brain, heart and loins. My flesh is weak. The sight of flesh makes me weak - the shape of full thighs, hips and ass; although of late I have realized I focus (though still greatly appreciate) less on ass - thick thighs and hips and I'm hooked; eyes locked on and body shuddering. OMG! I am rendered even more stupefied if those hips, and thighs belong to a bow-legged vixen - geeeez! I'm still not sure whether this is an affliction or an addiction; but I'll tell you this much I am thankful that I occasionally get confused.