It's trying to make a forceful return - my writer; it hijacks my sleep and intrudes my thoughts, calling me to the glow of the screen the clattering of keys. Like a drug fiend kept awake by the allure of the escape from a tormented reality - my writer tugs at me, calls me, and taunts me. It tells me "you won't get a moments rest if you don't get these thoughts out your head and onto the screen" - "don't allow the thoughts to slip through your mind like sand in an hour glass." So I write, to use the words from a young poet I recently heard whose name eludes me; every letter becomes a word, every word a sentence, every sentence a thought. Yes, it's declared a jihad on sleep and unfocused thought - it's fully equipped with sleeper cells. Alas, the battle rages on, we trade punches, it wins some I win some, and the balance is kept.
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
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