The devilish grin moves across my face, I know what it means. I can hear the cogs of my mind turning; when, how, where. The thoughts of mischief quickens my pulse, excitement flushes my body; the plotting begins. Careful moves with calculated outcomes; how do I get what I want, where I want and how I want it. Ah! It's coming to me like it often does - the grin is internalized to hide it from peering eyes. Aha! Soon I will relish/revel in the moment I have created.
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
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