20% Thursday - feeling like 10

Yesterday I felt particularly enfused, happy, alive - as if on some high - reason for the joy joy feeling is really unknown. But today I'm coming down from that high - not depressed, but not particularly jazzed about today; feels like a recession or the beginings of a recession. Maybe is just insufficient sleep, between ironing, checking stock performance, downloading and almost burning the saltfish for my lunch today I managed to make it to bed at almost mid-night last night. Or maybe I'm just fucking bipolar - god wouldn't that be a hoot - bring on the weed - using the Bobby Brown approach to dealing with this disorder. Oh yeah, the fucking printer frustrate my scont too - and did I mention my body hurts like fuck - gym bussing my ass. Oh well, back to my day - it will be alright at 4:30. :-)