It's interesting when and where thoughts enters one's head - today it was while taking a leak in the bathroom at Miami airport while waiting for my flight (which we have just been informed is delayed; allegedly for maintenance reasons); I thought, has my patience increased/improved or have I just become indifferent.
I don't get pissed off as quickly as before - that is not to say I don't get pissed, but I wonder now whether it is because I have become more patient as the years have past (or since the arrival of Jabari) or have I just grown more indifferent. Is it that very little evokes a response from me, or that I choose to leave people to their own devices. Perhaps I need to review the definitions of the two words again.
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
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