My mind and body are deserting me, getting to my thoughts feels like swimming in cement, my head throbs, I think (or do I) that my brain is trying to escape the bone that contains it. I lack the energy required to vigorously, or at least purposefully, extending one foot in front the other in order to make it to the bloody toilet, let alone get myself a cup of freaking tea. OMFNW! I'm fatigued. The long nights of inadequate sleep are wearing me down. Man I can't wait for 12:31pm on June 2nd, the much anticipated day of my parole. I've served my time - sentenced for refusing to scrape by on minimum wage, for having the audacity to desire a comfortable way of life, to enjoy life's simple and not so simple pleasures. The price I must pay for higher learning - it would have been easier to smoke some good weed and gain the wisdom of the most high. Damn it, the advancements we have made as human beings really make it hard for a man to survive in this supposedly simplified developed life. Arrrhhhhhh!
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
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