The Sheep_SLU
I have of late taken the view that no matter how rebellious, unconventional, non-conformist we would like to think ourselves, we are at some point always part of a similar grouping of people. We are never truly leaders, but followers. Followers, I prefer to refer to us as sheep; because at one point or another in our life we are all sheep. This is a place to express myself, vent my frustration with the sheepdom, and relieve my boredom. It is my therapy for all that contributes to my neurosis.
Sunday, October 24, 2021
Sun kissed
Friday, February 15, 2019
Indica
My lips warm, moist, meets your skin
Stoking the embers of your desire
Your essence fills my lungs
Permeating through my every fiber
Carrying me to a celestial plain
Waking my senses, elevating my mind
Body and soul connect
Your aromatic scent wafts about
Clinging, caressing my skin
Seeping through my pores
Sensations, electric
Excitedly calm, contemplative, expectant
Anticipating the elation, the crescendo
I inhale you, deeply, holding your scent
Savoring your essence,
Your taste on my lips
Exhale, slowly, float down to earth
Ecstasy, dissipating, sated
Ceteris Paribus
Semi-permanence, or is it more permanence
Permanence in the nature of change,
Change being permanently constant
Less permanence, more change
Changing status, changing statuses
Whatsapp status, social media status, social status
Permanently changing, body goals, fitness goals, love goals
Relationship goals, life goals
Life goal's, post constantly semi-permanent
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
Just Another Story
I can be quite stubborn, I really do like having things my way. I almost had a relapsed, but I kinda caught myself. I was better prepared to let go and walk away and accept that this is an addiction, an unhealthy addiction and my health is somewhat important to me, my mental and emotional health are paramount. So this is my first step in my how many eth step program - I am sure it won't be easy, matters of the heart seldom are, but one must do what one must, self preservation is important. It was a good run, there are plenty take-aways from it, but I need to be away from it, let my palwee tree slowly fade from memory. It is what it is. Just another story.
Monday, August 7, 2017
The Palwee Tree
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Distractions
Vacuous Statements
Sun kissed
Sun kissed sand colored skin lay bare A tapestry of eroticism glowing with desire Seeping lascivious proclivities, whispering Taunting, teas...
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Misery loves company but right about now I would make terrible company...
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Every weekend over the last few months has been somewhere between good - great; with some "fucking mad" sprinkled here and there. ...
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She pins my hands against the wall, I'm disarmed and weakened by desire. The nakedness of this well sculpted caramel goddess now on mine...