Waiting in vain

One and a half hours and nothing. I have been trying to sleep - I want sleep, but sleep eh want me. What the fuck! I've been slipping in and out for the last hour and a half, the slightest sound disturbs me - my thoughts too fluid to allow me to slip away into the land of sleep. One thought was to make a doctor's appointment, but guess what, this would not me the first time I would have gone to a doctor because I'm not sleeping, I could hear the doc now - what's bothering you, what do you have on you mind. Oh fuck it, no need to spend anywhere from $60 - $150 to hear that shit - I'm just going to find some fucking pills to pop and call it judge. I'm out.

Video phone :-)